It’s hard to build, but easy to destroy..
How lovely is it to have someone to talk to at odd hours of the night?
How lovely is it to know someone will be there?
How lovely is it to just receive and give a hug?
How lovely is it to smile at one another?
How lovely is it to have someone to talk to about anything?
How lovely is it to just hold hands?
How lovely is it to have someone who won’t give up on you no matter how hard it gets?
How lovely is it to have someone who forgives you?
How lovely is it to wake up to that special person in the morning?
How lovely is it to be loved and to love?
I’m driving him away because I don’t know how to be by myself and always pick “stupid” fights when we’re apart. When we’re together we get along perfectly, but I always mess it up when we’re away from each other. But it’s not always my fault. When I’m upset and want to discuss it with him, he doesn’t want to talk about it or ignores it like it’s dumb and doesn’t matter. That makes me feel like I’m not that important. It’s usually me that’s one to blame, though. I’m always sad and I bother him with my problems. I need to learn to deal with my problems by myself.. I need to learn to be okay with just me. I will learn this. I won’t bother him anymore with my problems. I don’t want to bother him. I’m sorry, James, that I’m a horrible person. Maybe your dad and step mom are right about me. I don’t make you happy..
Reminds me of my baby <3
I’m going to be a very busy gal :p
This guy right here is the love of my life. There has been doubts about us at first and still is throughout this whole year that we won’t last. Sometimes comments gets to me and tell myself that I’m not … Continue reading
No one wants to deal with me. No one. Especially when I’m in the state that I’m in. When I get like this no one replies back to me or wants to continue talking to me. They don’t like me. I’ve been crying for almost two hours. I don’t like when I’m like this either, but I can’t deal with this alone, because I get this horrible feelings and thoughts and I just want someone to tell me that they’re there for me and love me and mean it. No one can deal with me..